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August the closing of summer 2020

I started to write this months post at another doctor appointment in the waiting room for the hundredth time this year and honestly I lost count on the number of times I have been waiting rooms this year alone. But I didn't want to start like that for this month and to share that but hey it's life.

We are officially near the ending of the year and August is here, shortly the fall season will come and go before we know it, christmas will be. But I hope these next few months till the new year are full of blessings for all us. Even tho this the closing of our summer days of 2020 are ending. I hope they Slow down, full of memories and fun regardless if we have wear a mask wherever we go. Let's take these days to be the ones soaked up by happiness and supporting each other even if the act is simply asking, " How are you doing?". Do more facetimes, Do more voice texts and be there because the seasons are changing, restrictions change, life routines can change all over again.


Go watch the lingering sunsets each evening, grab your favorite drink and watch the beauty of God and the universe has created for us to enjoy. In times like these we should appreciate them more than we did previously. I find myself racing each evening to finish everything I have on my plate of lists to watch the color show even if that's a few seconds before it's dusk. I find myself back under the stars like I used to such a long time go right before bedtime. Better than any show I can find on any device right now. I can even tell you last night when the world around was asleep, light's off across the valley that I looked up to those same stars that lingering each night for about thirty minutes doing absolutely nothing besides being. I found myself at peace, reaching my hands up the stars like I did like a child once upon a time ago and attempt to catch one in my palm if I could. There were so many in the sky last night that it took my breath away and it felt like dream, no sounds of anything besides the light midnight breeze moving a chime. So if you haven't done that in a while I think you should just to unwind from the world right now, the best medicine I could find. And honestly I think the stars are the absolutely gorgeous thing about life and no matter where you are in the world, they are always there with you the darkness they are share their light when we can't see seem to share ours on some days.

With that all being said I have being feeling Creative like a burst of energy came into my soul and I think it's time to share a few written pieces that I have tucked the back of things left unfinished to share with the world. I feel alive again like the wind changing directions, seasons changing in a blink of an eye. I feel like me almost to a thousand percent. I find myself drifting the world of writing in my head, faster than any pen on paper or typing on any keyboard. If I am watering the herbs, taking care the zoo or doing work I find myself dabbing little sticky notes and hiding them away in a notebook. Just saying that made me a smile a little , typing all this and hoping this makes sense to at least someone out there.

I found myself grabbing for my camera again which I haven't done either in months, I am getting inspired more when I see something that caught my eye. To the point I have ran through my house to grab my camera before I missed the opportunity when I only have seconds left. Just imagine three german shepherds very concerned for me that they are on my heels because I am just flying through doors like nothing. I can promise you when I can run back outside with a camera or two that we all forget the breaks going down the deck steps. At least I can say I got my cardio in each time that happened. And I missed that part getting excited and laughing over a moment like that when I know it doesn't make sense unless you are there witness the same thing. When was the last time you went chasing something that made you inspired that you need to capture it ?

I guess my point of this snippet of a monthly post is that enjoy moments of life right now, stop and watch what's exactly in front of you. And what has inspired you recently that made you feel giggy , that made you smile so much that your face hurt? Put down your phone more often, turn off the tv, the computer and watch the beauty around us that we often miss when we are busy with life. Just being is more important, press pause go in solitude in nature. Before we know it , rain will come around, the colder temperatures will come upon us and the snow will be covering the world around us. And remember your safety is important, wear the mask when you should and check on your loved ones. Just don't forget to just be in this timeframe and what beauty lies around us.


In closing I just want to leave you with this: You are loved, you are worthy of everything and someone is always in your corner to catch you if you were fall. And Being is Okay to be right now, you don't have do anything else besides that .

Anyways,

Love Misread.💕

P.s I will try to be on time for the next monthly post and keep a lookout for anything new to pop up shortly.

 

Change in the air -July 2020

Here we are in July 2020 and we are on the July where we in the middle of summer Vibes!

Let me first say this month alone in the last ten days have been different for me ; Full of emotions, highs and lows. And I have been have reflections on my own beliefs, my thoughts and a reason for it all where we all in life. I have keeping myself away from my phone, the media outlets, talking less. I know those first few lines are hard to read and understand even for me. I spent the last ten days figuring out what to say, how to say it and when to post , when to share because the change in the air has me at a lost for words.I know has a writer is just write and it will make sense in the end. By that being said, I hope this makes as I continue to type words, sentences and maybe paragraphs even I don't know but I am sharing what's in my heart.



I am writing this six days after July fourth and the previous Paragraph I wrote last month and yet it still feel right to start this month's blog post like this.

I think this month the feeling of the world in a weird state, hit home for me at least and yet there was good things that happen during the last time I posted and some other sad things in between. I miss the hugs, the smiles and the many coffee dates I had in my calendar. I look back on this July fourth as a weird one without all the festivals through the weekend but more blessed that I had my Father around, my momma and my stepbrother in one place and we got the time to be together. Because previous fourths we would never together, cooking, laughing during those years. Some this year was quite special to me.

Also this month I lost another furry friend of mine, I used to babysit and take care of a sweet doggy next door to me. He was sixteen years old and I knew him for eleven years of his life! He was a sweet boy and few times he went on his walk bouts from his home, he would always come to my front door. His name was Scooter, I called him Scoot. He was my Favorite model, He knew how to work the runway in his own way.



A very special person to me and in my community,passed away suddenly. Her name was Jennifer, she was loved my many and she touched many. I only knew her for a short time but it felt like I knew her forever. I knew her through the Rotary club and she was friends with both of my neighbors as well.She was a strong woman and always had a giving heart. She had a smile that you knew it came from her heart because her eyes would light up as well.She little spot outdoor venue spot in the heart of town where people would get married, have birthdays at with the most beautiful Lavender garden. I was blessed for the amount of time I knew her and witnessing all her kindness to others. Our Community has been hit hard in recent months with losing people suddenly and unexpected. To suicides that should have never happened and families hurting. And losing a friend my age with a full life ahead of her being stabbed in her car and she took off to the hospital and while getting there someone ran a red light that killed her. Her name was Angelina she was beautiful and she was kind to me and everyone around her. She would be missed dearly by everyone who knew her.

Life is an unpredictable sometimes and sometimes it challenges us during the worst of times and yet during the best of times to. Looking at the whole of the world right now during through every angle. I think sometimes is life real right now or fantasy. I know one day, we will get back to normalcy, we will understand each other better and we will learn the lessons we need to know through this time period of history.

I have my own ups and downs in the last six months that I can't believe where I am right now with it all. I wasn't feeling myself since my birthday of this year, I was told my body is fighting something and yet there was no reasoning behind it all just a guessing game. Each day wasn't the greatest, there were lost of sleepless nights and tears. Breathing was hard sometimes, I had to stop working out , I lost ten pounds within weeks, I couldn't eat food that I would normally eat. I went to many doctors, did many tests and scans. And let me tell you I had so much gel on me that I think I could make another me with it all combined. Fyi when they say it will wash off easily don't take their word for it I had gel in my hair (three washes later , by the way). I few reactions to medications that made me feel even worse than I was feeling already. I had a few panic attacks during a few scans that I had to be confined like an the MRI but that was actually the easier one and the during the EEG; which was the worst for me.

Conclusion to this all, I have lumps in my breasts that are hormonal related that might not ever go away and yet they are painful. They found tiny cysts in my throat and one my thyroid gland but nothing is life threatening. The popping in my ears and my sinus acting up because I have an allergy syndrome thing that might or might not with me forever, I have to wait it out. My first time in my life experiencing allergies. My organs look good, my heart is in good shape. They found a tiny tiny little cyst on my pineal gland in my head which is very common in woman and very very very tiny like lots of....

I can say from six months go to till today , I actually feel better slowly, being more active again. In all of all I am happy about it and I am getting close to getting closer to feeling normal. To all my friends thinking I was being a more of a hermit than normal that's why before the world was shut down. And I am blessed to have the family I got that made me keep pushing through it and help me to the many lovely doctors appointments even if they had it seat in the parking lot of hours. I love you.

There were some good things that happened, I had the chance to collaborate with a company the last few months. The company name is Neveo, If you follow me on instagram; you will see the collaborations through my story.I love this company and the app was so easy to use. I love there concept of helping generations of families connect without social media. Just by uploading pictures in the app each month and simply adding a caption. And they take care of the layout and send it the person that journal is for. I am smiling about talking to them because right now in life connection is important. If you would like to try them out for a few months , I highly recommend you do! I got a code for you "FAMILY" for three months for half off! Think about it something tangible to give to someone you love.

I will working on some edits that I have been meaning to finish and open the store on here that I put on hold since everything that happened. And I have writing a different style of writing than I used to , something fresh and I have been releasing a few pieces on another platform to see if anyone loves it anonymously before I share it here. I have been thinking about a few pieces that I have been circling around in my head the last few weeks. You never know a new written piece might just pop up here, subscribe if you haven't yet to get the lastest first. I feel more ready than ever to be the creative as I was months ago. So prepared once everything is ready, all my social feeds will be full.

I want to leave you on this note. Take a pause on life, ignore what chaos is around you right now. Close your eyes, breath in for a moment and take a breath out. Look at what's in front of you and where you want to. Who you want to me and if you need to make a change in your life. Make something right about your past, do it. You are loved, you wanted , you have gift even if you haven't discovered it yet. Make the most of the next months leading to 2021, spend the time with love ones, spend time working on you. And most of all things will work out , things will be normal; I am sure of it. Believe in it all and see what happens next.

That's my catch up.

With love always,

Misread

 

Virgin River Book review May 2020

Let me first say I binged watched the the whole series before I knew there was a book in existence. And if you equally enjoyed the netflix series as much as I did, You need to get your hands on the novel,ASAP!. Trust me on that once you get to Chapters nine through thirteen , You will be feeling lots of emotions that you can't contain yourself and saying lot of things out loud in reading those pages because I did. And what happened in- between those pages weren't in any of those episodes and there were some spicy moments but there was also some heartbreaking moments as well.It was just full of information about the characters and introduction their backstory differently, more in depth.




I live in a small town that I love but Now I just want to jump into the pages if I could and be in Virgin River forever. I love every single character written they all seem they have so much behind them with their own individual story that I can't for them unfold later down in the line in other books.

Now that I got that out the way back into the actual review of the novel. In my opinion I would give the book a five star rating because once I got hooked after a few chapters. The only reason , I think the few beginning chapters weren't more impactful for me as a reader. Is because of Hope's Character description threw me off a bit because I already had her pictured in my mind from the show. But besides that little thing, it's just my opinion as reader.

Mel is one lady I won't get out my mind and time soon, I wish I had her as friend. She's one strong woman that was built for what she went through and more beautiful because it's her story. I can relate to her heartbreak and struggles for opening up because she had a strong love with someone. She seems to be the perfect mid wife that every mother to be ,need in their lives and during their delivers Then for it all to be taken away like it was, I wouldn't blame her for choices after that heartbreaking moment in her life.

Jack Is another story, he's the type of man that would take a bullet for everyone in his current life. And being a Marine, he's built to protect as if it was in his bloodlines way before he ever joined up besides joining up five times in a row. Like Mel he need a change of life and found Virgin River to a perfect place to have his business while living in peace.

The connection between the two completely unexpectedly connected deeply then either one of them expect to , where they were in our separate worlds. I think Mel and Jack were meant to be together despite all the hurt and challenges they faced before they met.

Mel losing her husband to a horrific accident and her love of her forever gone, knowing she couldn't have children. Jack going through numerous war's, a loss of a soldier under his command and fighting his own internal battles. They have their own way of understanding each other's walls and each other's hardships that no one will ever understand.

Just like Mel said, " Something is the river" Virgin River is a place that heals the folk in the town , coming or going. Towards the end of the novel, I can sense the actual moment when they both in each other they were each other's "Homes" despite everything in their past and what was happening around them, they were meant to be. And maybe , I shedded a few tears during that chapter alone... because honestly I felt that moment in my own soul as if the moment was in the same room as me.

I can't forget to mention Doc was an interesting character to listen to and understand. You might not always treat an old dog , new tricks always. but like doc he is loyal stubborn and eventually shows the respect , he knows that is earned. Stubborn has any wise man that has been doing his job alone longer than anyone in his opinion. Giving Mel the hardest time to work with him and yet it turned out she taught him a thing or two, even if he couldn't say it outloud. Just a secret between you and I, I think Doc saw Mel and thought she had a gift , stubborn like him from the very start of meeting her. Also like she's own of his own , watching her help patients in the office and going out of way to help the town.

I thoroughly enjoyed this novel so much, I can't wait to reread it again; But we all know I got a list to finish of unread books in my library.I find myself smiling at the lines between Mel and Jack that made wish for a moment I was Mel.

" This idea to marry you, to have my life with you.. it's not something I feel like I have to do. It's what I want" - Jack Page 371

This line is probably one my favorite lines, that I ever read and it spoke so Powerful for Jack to say to Mel. And for her to actually hear it and feel it through her body. It gave me chills.

"You never think a man will notice. Not things like that" -Mel Page 347

And this one just made me laugh because I couldn't agree more with Mel on that Statement alone.

There is so many pages throughout the novel, I would love to share and give my thoughts on them. But I would be giving away to much of the book and it's goodies for other readers. And I almost did but I will try to hold back the rest for my notebook. In all honestly this novel is one for the ages and an Unexpected love story that caught me off guard emotionally as a reader. To one reader to another, keep the tissues handy, a box of candy on hand and above all please take your time enjoying every chapter because once it's over you will be looking for more. Especially when you see they very last page. I said, "I wasn't ready for it to end, yet".

Enjoy this one ! Link for the novel, down below!

With my love always,

Misread

 

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